Vile are men

It's twelve midnight am tired but i still wish to blog.... Hmm took rain home today after a great time at cell, but this event sure made my day bad...
There was this old man who was at the platform waiting for his train, next to him was a very presentable guy hmm he accidentaly knocked into him without knowing and next they both sitted down in the train, the old man started spouting vulgarities at the top of his lungs at the guy , and lord his words was harsh like hot knife through butter everyone was sick , inhumane it made me stupefied yes stupefied both are man buy why did that uncle have to use such degrading words on him ... Vile creatures man can be.... If as a teenager myself i am so devastated by the acts beastly stature ... That was what god seen as well.... In fact what he saw was much worst... He witness not only verbal abuses of fellow man but murder, adultery , man waging war on each other and even man pushing fellow human to slavery ... Just the abuse of words was enough to devastate me ... Imagine god's feeling when he was look down at human's beastly behaviour ... It was every right that God bring judgement to people and condemn the human race to eternal pains in hell but he did not , but why didn't he? We all know these very well John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his only son , that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life"
AMEN! We human have incurred the wrath of God that he could wipe us out and cleanse the world but he didn't for he loved us so that he gave his only precious Song Jesus to die for us to take our sins on the cross so that we can be forgiven from the fate of being perished but have eternal life with GOD!

Sunday!

Hi people!!!! Hmm today was a great day service! ha every sunday seems nice ha ha.... Hmm today sermon is on eternal life... Hmm to be frank i feel that today's sermon is like a prolouge to next week sermon which is Nick Vijuccic guest speech hmmm... I guess being a excepional iron willed man like Nick requires him a great deal of transparency to God , think about it, what would we do if his disability situation were transfered to us hmm i guess many of us would wallow in the valley of depression but God has a plan . God didn't put him just in any family but in a family where his father is a pastor ... God place him in a family where there is a source of strength, a man well learnt and devoted to God hence he was able to influence Nick in God's miracle ways... Thus i see that as a grace gift of God... thus because of his disability god did not put him in a non-christian family and let him swim against the current of glances of despise and even insults from well-bodied man but God put gave him a Father who is a pastor so he could let Nick be a man of Christ annointing ... God did not perform miracles in the bible which he heals many who were paralysed and let them walk again but God gave him will of steel and determination of iron annointing him the power do perform his daily chores and live like a normal man and even SWIM!!! yes with no legs or hands God gave him the ability to manoveurve like any man isn't that more amazing than giving him limps!!!! Lastly he repayed God's grace by jetting off to continents preaching to millions worldwide... We have seen many motivational speakers done that but being totally limpless that's a feat that's a display of great deal of determination.... He has to carry his body to all the countries... That's a powerful testament, a disabled man not just being also even to complete his double degrees with honours and touching millions of hearts in GOD's Name that deserve our standing vocation give him thunderous claps of appreciation for he is a history in amking a testament of God amazing grace and power!!!

Cross

I am writing this post to give thanks to Lord Jesus!!!! Been reading a book recently hmmm quite an inspirational book... It helped me greatly understanding Christ...
Hmm i just want to share about forgiveness which i learnt from the book ....
Jesus chose the nails to be cruxificated on him, yes he chose it!
I am sure every one of us are familiar with the ten commandments, yes we all know it but in life we tend to brreak some of it...
Can anyone say boldly that Yes! I am perfect i have not sinned ... I have not hated that person who have always been picking on me... I had never went against our parents or even i have never lied... Hmmm even Peter denied Jesus THRICE.....
We are called man because we are of flesh and blood hence are are subjected to the beastly desire dwelling deep beneath our hearts.... We harboured evil thoughts and even bear grudges and does little acts of sins .... We are all clear that all our deeds will be deemed eternally condemned.... But Jesus came and chose to take the nails between hands he did this for everyone of us.....
He has a list of our sins between his palms and the cross a list so containing all our sins so much that Jesus decided to show grace on us and die on the cross to redeem us... haven't you all though about it Jesus the lord who walks on water , perfoms miraculous signs of healing doing all kinds of amazing feats . Since he was able to do all that he could just free himself from the cross and call flames of heaven to claim the lives of the soldiers who mocked him with spit ... but why did he choose to remain vulnerable and took the nails. It a very simple reason .. Jesus was showing amazing grace to all of our sins he decided to use his blood to eradicate the list of sins between his palms and cross fos he loves his childern... Which fater would see his child die and not rescue? Thus it was the same for Jesus he used his blood to rewrite the list of sins and gave us a new lease of life, a renewed life.......
Thus i wish to give thanks to the Lord who used his blood to wash us of our sins for we man are beastly natured who harboured thoughts of sins but God send his only child to salvate us for his mercy will last for eternal...

Enchanted

Hmm today watched movie with Adeline, Joadine, Henzy, Cheryl ,Kai Yi , Cherie Leonard and joadine frens forget their names....
Watched enchanted... Hmm pretty cute movie ... Love that chipmunk ...
Hmm this story kinda cool hmm you know in life sometimes we have the feeling like we found that woah got the feeling will marry to him or her feeling sometimes it is only a facade ..
But it is only through time spent living together that one finds out that whether the partner would be the ideal secnd-half of their lives coool hmm shall update again haha

Tuner

Had a rather interesing day at work ha did something silly haha.... Hmm today at work i had to test a radio-comm something like a walkie-talkie la... Ha than my colleague was doing something like an announcement over it but i couldn't hear it ... I was so exasperated than i screamed over the office from one end to the other 'Hey! i am not receiving anything are you there a not!!!" Than came a fury of wrds ha the whole office turn to me and Oi! you never tuned to the correct channel la... DUH.... Idiot.... But it was this silly incident that i learnt something out of it .... At times of my young christian walk i have heard many people saying "wah feeling very dry leh... God not commuting with me feel like my christian walk stagnant...." Hmmm kinda cliche i know ha but i feel that it is somehow the same reason why i didn't get anything over my radio-comm hmm God our saviour he is omni-present and he is more anxious about our lives than anyone else so why wouldn't he reach out to us when we need him???? Lord is always reaching out to us like a walkie-talkie ... He can be forever trying to reach us but if we choose not to 'tune' in to him we would never bask in his holy spirit.. BUt some people may say at times where i need him the most i kept on praying but he never came.... Hmm we hva to maintain a certain level of intimacy with God and not only seek his annointing when in times of doubts than we will find than we are able to easily find the 'channel' and tune in with GOD...

Roses!

Sometimes at points of life we neglect all the beautiful things around us giving attention to matters that are deemed practicality in life... But do thae the effort to pasue and look around everything will give you a new perspective ha sounds so poetic lol but it's the truth . Let's say between dawn and dusk i guess most of us will observed dusk more often because of the timing... hmm take the chance to drag yourself out of your bed to look at the dawn... God creation is the most spendid dawn and dask maybe the same but Lord made the difference in them only observable when we really quiet down our heart and truly appreciate his splendid...
Same goes for the walk with Christ when we always feel our heart with matters of worldly affairs how can we accomodate the holy spirit when we are filling our heart to the brim with everyday hustle and bustle...Take a moment to empty your heart and let yourself be vulnerable to the lord and pray and you shall receive the annointing of the holy spirit with utmost prestige
Matthew 21:22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer

Today work was the same BORING!!!! Hmmm how can i stand it till March ha nevermind perservere bob ha... Today morning go to walk than finish work go back home wa super 'INTERESTING' Nothing much to blog about today hmm but don't know why still feeling the blues today oh gosh hate this feeling... Sadded life...

Argh!!!

Sorry to anyone who feels uncomfortable reading this blog .... Thingas are getting bad to worst... When i feel that things are taking a turn for the positive , than i find to realisation that things had just went the opposite way ... ARGH! Why!!!! I am not blaming anyone or cursing on the damned issue is that WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! must these things happen to be one after another ... they come throwing at me . I may be able to sustain the blow but simultaneously they keep coming i can be strong but i am of humane structure... I am breaking down soon ... God annoint me wih strength i pray... Oh god.... I am doing this just to vent my frustration ... Cause i am on the verge of breaking down ... Why pick me up and throw me down ... Let me keep falling at least i won't have to feel that all are illusion vision of deceit ... God i understand it is a test from you Yes! God! I acknowledge and shall slay the trials in your most precious name but God annoint me with your power before i fall in my physical shell...

Great!

Great but tiring day hmm guess today's post should be kinda short hmm today at work ha ha lol a lot funny things happen although got scolding from my team leader haiz but nevertheless today was cell it was great ha had so much time with Ah Pa and hmm Ah Gong you have to rest la hmmm you always so tire hmm so end off with a lil prayer hmm ha Dear father in heaven i commit all my life to you as you are the Almighty one and you are the one who plan my life so i commit fear in one which is of repect and thus i trust you with my all and bless all my friends and spiritual family cause they are your children AMEN!

Wet!

Crap i got drenched when going to work today sickening man ha ha irritating la ha but today work super slack so okay la ha ha... Hmm thanks everyone for talking to me it really help thanks Adeline for your concern and felicia even though you are busy you still made the effort to show care hmm an jasper for your words and most importantly my ah pa and ah gong thanks for keeping me in prayer and ha Eunice the x100 silly imp for 'entertaining me ha ha hmm each of them are like the most spendid fireworks bursting throughtout the darkest night it is their effort which shows splendour in life and keep my with the light of the Almight Lord! Thanks everyone i shall remember the sparks everyone has given me to burn , enflame my passion towards christ thanks
Lastly for it is not the words but the company which is the most powerful driving force!!!

Swimming against the stream...

Work was the same hmmm boring.... Tuesday seems as blue as mondays and i am not expecting about wednesday.. How i wish heart was made of steel it would not be indestructible but at least it is not heart to break... But only vulnerable to the almighty Lord... It has been a thing i hung for so long than it came to me like a bullet straight at my heart it's a pain an emotional grip so severe that no amount of physical torment could sum up to i can have a high treshold for pain but this is devastating it left me gasping , drowning in water while i watch you walk away from me mercilessly .. You are some one so important to be best of friends that's why i dare not reveal i do not wish to upset the friendship we have but it only proved to be wishful thinking ...
SUCH A FOOL!!! Bobby you are such a fool you can be one who handle interpersonal relations well but when just facing her you are like a wimp i have to say I feel feel no sorry for myself for all along i was building sandcastle next to the wave knowing that the wave would eradicate it but i blinded myself sad fact... I hope that this is a seesioin where i wine and forget...

Roller Coaster

Today was a great day at service hmm doing hospitality for the first time hmm but ya fun lo.... Had a great day but at the end of it something i should say trivial spoilt everything .....How i wish that i was immune to affairs of the heart ... Ah pa and Ah gong i need help from you both now.... I know it's a liking that i am not supposed to have but i cannot control it , I pray that God will erase everything like writings on whiteboard using a duster but am i deceiving myself????
Should i bask ine the warmth of dawn or wither in the dim of dusk for both are breath-taking sights which would make one pains to forgo one to decide with one , hence should the decision be made on a emotional or rational stands God revelate to me!!!! Or should i toss a coin and let God you to decide my direction??? But it alls boils down to the principal problem i should not like someone that i shouldn't have....

Dry!

Feeling a bit dry ha no ispiration to blog lols ..... Actually it's just plain laziness ha ha hmm but have to be frank past feel days have been rather the same old boringzzzz to don't know what should i blog ha Going for service later doing hospitality!!!! lol first time dunno how it will turn out ha hmmm JIA YOU!!! and most importantly FELICIA YOU CRAP CRAB COMPLIAN I NEVER BLOG ZZZZZ NO INSPIRATION!!!! YOU FIND SOME INSPIRATION FOR ME LA!!!!

Rot

Today is a public holiday hmmmm but it's boring though i no need to work but it is so zzzz argh ROTTING and have the urge to play pool ha ha ... And feeling extremely childish today ha ha

So run bobby run!!!!

SHOUT!

Today 5th November 2007 is a day of sorrows even the weather seemed this way ... Morning was a downcast weather .... I have been feeling weird today work was like passing time i have been physically around bbut mentally i am blank totally blank.... I am feeling like an empty piece of paper . Work ended at five early but i dread hope that it nvr ends at least i have somewhere to stay ... When drifting around after work like a fallen leaf from a tree i sat at town staring at crowd walking up and down from 5 to 9... I place my trust in God without doubt but i think am not doing enough .... I just wish to be alone for i need to to pick up the pieces

Long day

Yesterday was great though having a long day at work i still went for cell!!! I was very happy that i went down it was a great time!!! It was a time where i shared my life with Ah Pa and most importantly i had the chance to had a heart to heart talk with Ah Gong EEjay it was amazing ..
After so much that have been said and done i felt that my life is like a race where whenever i see the finishing line it some hows moves furthur from me but neverthelesss i will finish it with pride!!!! Because this is a trial from GOD! and i shall complete it so that i can bask in the glory of God at the end of the day ... SO CHARGE!!!!

What a Day!!

Start work today ... hmmm not exactly la hmm training lo ... man today's hor the in charge gave me the booklet like dictionary wa 12 days of training la so zzzz but cool la at least transportation convenient right smack in the middle of town ...

And hey Ade in life dire situation are always thrown at us making us feel like being sucked onto a vortex of vaccum .... I been though even worst feeling of loneliness like being abandoned on a no man island but that's life ..

It's part and parcel which we have to go through ... And remember what's life without some set-back it would be pointless if there is no sadness how do we know we are experiencing happpiness Hmm that's all lo Random pic...