Simple Joy

Hmmm i have this great feeling...
I now realised thast whenever i see my friends grow stronger with the lord, it make me happy!!! Even if we are not from the same church yet seeing my friends getting more involved in theif faith it's making me very happy. Guess the Joy of the Lord is really my STRENGTH!!!!

I want to see more of m friends walking the the lord's light of truth!!!

Getaway

I need a getaway....
Things at home are getting so volatile. I am standing between my father and mother. My Father nonchalant about the whole silly situation only know hows to come at me with BOMBARDIC FINANCIAL QUESTIONS!!!!

Does he even care about how i feel? Am living on financial purse strings so tight am really finding it difficult to go on daily tasks. Am scrimping and saving everyday so that when am out i can have the bit of financial freedom.

I am paying my own fees? I source for my own ways to get the things that i need. Guess i ight really have to work part-time. I do not want to do that because i really need the time to be around in case anything happenes. I need to be financially independent now on i guess.

Oh God, i still choose to believe that you will not put me through temptations and trials I cannot bear. Lord i really neeed help!

This is such a stalemate situation i really need wisdom from God. This is not just a channel of frustration but the deepest thoughts within me.

Out Of Singapore!!!

There is many things i want to do yet am restricted.....

Too bad am not born in a loaded family where i can be fully paid to studies overseas. I want to get out of Singapore system for a momentary time. I want to go Australia, i want to study overseas!!!
If it's not possible i want to study direct degree at SIM 58k!! Crap that is like whatever la...
I just have to whine my friends are ll leaving overseas to pursue what they want!!! Why can't I ???!!!
I hope some unknown distant relative would leave me a huge sum of money i don't even know existed so i can do whatever i want!!!! Argh !!!! Leave Me!!! Don't tell me you guuys are going overseas anymore !!! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF!!!

Run Fat Boy Run!

I am going on diet?! Yes sounds Gay but i don't care am fat real fat!!!!
Ha ha lol cause recently was going jogging my conditioning is OMG Scarily bad ha. Should be watching what i eat from now on Ha Ha .

Other than that been practising Guitar Good Boy! Lol And exams are coming ha...

LASTLY!!!!

A Bad Villian wished to be mentioned on this Blog

R**** G**** You are very much mentioned ha

No hard feelings ^_^

Kissed Dating Goodbye!!!

I bought I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris !!!
Am i nuts?! Kissing dating goodbye!!!! Ha ha lol i am not sure about it but am gonna read it!!!
I am not going to be changed into a heartless zombie and i am darn sure i don'thave the gift of celibacy and i don't want it!!!!! Hope i will help me search my heart and helpme wait for that perfect girl that God had 'reserved' for me lol!!!!!

Anyway Exams are coming mugger ha .
I have this goal to read one good character edifying book a month guess it's still on track!!! Praise God!!!
Other than than holidays are coming Woosh! I have a lot of friends to do some extensive catching up with!!!! So See Ya peeps!