Lost

Gone like the wind,
no tracks left behind,
no signs placed ahead.
Left with nothing but pain,
joy you took when you fade away.
Sorrow and despair is all you gave.

It hurts it really does. Scarred by you.
Am in pain

Friend

Friend


I have a friend.
When am poor he comforts me.
When am rich he rejoices with me.
When i am down he lifts me up.

He comforts me in times of pain.
He believes in me when none does.
He's loves me and there's nothing i can do about it.

Never he failed to rescue me.
Never he fail to tide me through the trials.
Never he forgets me for others.

He is a friend of the poor;
of those poor in the spirits;
poor in relationship;
poor with love;
not only a friend but a saviour

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This friend promised me companionship for eternal, he promised me rest and peace
which i could seek refuge in times of trials.
Not only he's concern about success, he's even more concern when we fall.
A friend of the poor is his specialty,
whatever poverty he will tide you through.

This friend of mine is dead!
Dead in our transgressions so that he can be risen to be with us forever.
This friend of mine is interested to befriend people from all walks of life.

Are you interested to befriend this great friend of mine?

Home or Hotel?

Home or Hotel? I do always think about this at time.
I realise that now home now can sometimes be of just functionality to me. As sad as it may sound, What purpose does my home serves me?

1. Bathe
2. Sleep
3. Tv
4. A plain roof over my head

That's literally what's the purpose of my home is serving now. A plain old roof over the head.
Matthew 8:20
Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."

Is that really the case? To my understanding that's the only verse that comes to my mind. Home has became a house, the refuge has became totally just functional, there's is nothing that i look foward or this domestic roof over my head is serving me no purpose. I return to a empty apartment day after day. Tormenting routine. I believe that am not the only one. Many others are also under such circusmstances. Returning to a souless habitant, feeling the lonliness. Working parents, schooling siblings, everyone doing there own thing. I am fortunate i have Jesus as my friend but to others who have yet to recognised this, i feel sad for them. When will people pause and look at this present state of pathetic relationship void, only bothered about their academics, career and many stuff that doesn' really matters. House, home or hotel an evaluation of our sad lonely lifestyle

I shall not be in want....

Another routine day in school. I was in for a real treat today!!! Realized that i only had $2 in my wallet. Duh.... Next it wasn't that bad. Off! To the ATM i go!!!! Ta da click click... I only have $0.80 ha Eighty cents~~~~ Pro ha didn't know the ATM display such numbers. As depressing it may be God reminded me...

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

³ he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

⁴ Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^a]">[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

⁶ Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

My Dad also got forcefully resigned from work.... I am sorry for mistaking you. All glory and honour to my heavenly father. Lord. i Choose to believe.

Suitable age???

Just had a session at my cell leader's house. It was on all the Boy/Girl relationship stuffs
Hmmm i tried to read up more on stuffs regarding Bgr. I even bought a book which is i kissed dating goodbye.

I felt that i could get a clear headstart of identifying how am going to handle BGR issues by learning and understanding more handles on such issues but i only realise am only touching on the tip of the iceberg. I had to list down five requirements/expectations of my future partner. But this is only the easy part.

Next is the tricky part.I have to put down a reasonable age where i think i will be ready for relationship. Lol ha anyone in the sane mind would say that is as soon as possible. But i have second thoughts about it! Hey guys why not you yourself think about what are the criteria you want on your future spouse and when are you really gonna get involved in a real relationship. Maybe that may save us all from all the hassle of unnecessary futile relationships

Simple Joy

Hmmm i have this great feeling...
I now realised thast whenever i see my friends grow stronger with the lord, it make me happy!!! Even if we are not from the same church yet seeing my friends getting more involved in theif faith it's making me very happy. Guess the Joy of the Lord is really my STRENGTH!!!!

I want to see more of m friends walking the the lord's light of truth!!!

Getaway

I need a getaway....
Things at home are getting so volatile. I am standing between my father and mother. My Father nonchalant about the whole silly situation only know hows to come at me with BOMBARDIC FINANCIAL QUESTIONS!!!!

Does he even care about how i feel? Am living on financial purse strings so tight am really finding it difficult to go on daily tasks. Am scrimping and saving everyday so that when am out i can have the bit of financial freedom.

I am paying my own fees? I source for my own ways to get the things that i need. Guess i ight really have to work part-time. I do not want to do that because i really need the time to be around in case anything happenes. I need to be financially independent now on i guess.

Oh God, i still choose to believe that you will not put me through temptations and trials I cannot bear. Lord i really neeed help!

This is such a stalemate situation i really need wisdom from God. This is not just a channel of frustration but the deepest thoughts within me.