There is many things i want to do yet am restricted.....
Too bad am not born in a loaded family where i can be fully paid to studies overseas. I want to get out of Singapore system for a momentary time. I want to go Australia, i want to study overseas!!!
If it's not possible i want to study direct degree at SIM 58k!! Crap that is like whatever la...
I just have to whine my friends are ll leaving overseas to pursue what they want!!! Why can't I ???!!!
I hope some unknown distant relative would leave me a huge sum of money i don't even know existed so i can do whatever i want!!!! Argh !!!! Leave Me!!! Don't tell me you guuys are going overseas anymore !!! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF!!!
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Run Fat Boy Run!
I am going on diet?! Yes sounds Gay but i don't care am fat real fat!!!!
Ha ha lol cause recently was going jogging my conditioning is OMG Scarily bad ha. Should be watching what i eat from now on Ha Ha .
Other than that been practising Guitar Good Boy! Lol And exams are coming ha...
LASTLY!!!!
A Bad Villian wished to be mentioned on this Blog
R**** G**** You are very much mentioned ha
No hard feelings ^_^
Ha ha lol cause recently was going jogging my conditioning is OMG Scarily bad ha. Should be watching what i eat from now on Ha Ha .
Other than that been practising Guitar Good Boy! Lol And exams are coming ha...
LASTLY!!!!
A Bad Villian wished to be mentioned on this Blog
R**** G**** You are very much mentioned ha
No hard feelings ^_^
Monday, March 2, 2009
Kissed Dating Goodbye!!!
I bought I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris !!!Am i nuts?! Kissing dating goodbye!!!! Ha ha lol i am not sure about it but am gonna read it!!!
I am not going to be changed into a heartless zombie and i am darn sure i don'thave the gift of celibacy and i don't want it!!!!! Hope i will help me search my heart and helpme wait for that perfect girl that God had 'reserved' for me lol!!!!!
Anyway Exams are coming mugger ha .
I have this goal to read one good character edifying book a month guess it's still on track!!! Praise God!!!
Other than than holidays are coming Woosh! I have a lot of friends to do some extensive catching up with!!!! So See Ya peeps!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Homosexuality
I am always baffled by same sex relationship not that it induced a sense of 'grossness' in me it's just that logically, biologically things shouldn't work out.
I realised that the trend of homosexuality is taking a peak in such times because of one word. UNISEX hmmm it bascially means "for both males and females" but i feel that as more things goes into unisexuality, like clothings, personal styles and even things that people do, unisexuality has resulted in distinct division between man and women being conformed to each other.
Hmmm though i am not a pro-homosexual person i am looking at things vvery bojectively and i still don't find it justifiable. Biologically if many people turns to homosexuallity and even get married in countries where same-sex marriages are legal. This will result in population refreshment to fail. How the heck are a two guys or two women concieve?! Even with advancements in medical sciences today, i don't think any medical resources would be pumped into same-sex child-bearing.
If it's possible for same sex child-bearing i pity the child which of the parents would be Pa and which Ma that's a real nightmare.
I realised that the trend of homosexuality is taking a peak in such times because of one word. UNISEX hmmm it bascially means "for both males and females" but i feel that as more things goes into unisexuality, like clothings, personal styles and even things that people do, unisexuality has resulted in distinct division between man and women being conformed to each other.
Hmmm though i am not a pro-homosexual person i am looking at things vvery bojectively and i still don't find it justifiable. Biologically if many people turns to homosexuallity and even get married in countries where same-sex marriages are legal. This will result in population refreshment to fail. How the heck are a two guys or two women concieve?! Even with advancements in medical sciences today, i don't think any medical resources would be pumped into same-sex child-bearing.
If it's possible for same sex child-bearing i pity the child which of the parents would be Pa and which Ma that's a real nightmare.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Regrets...
Regrets
Things I've done i can't deny
Acts of folly, filled my mind
Now, deeds of folly haunt my mind
Things that i've did seemed to right
Now it's nothing but pain of life.
Regrets. –verb (used with object)
| 1. | to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it. |
| 2. | to think of with a sense of loss: to regret one's vanished youth. |
| 3. | a sense of loss, disappointment, dissatisfaction, etc. |
| 4. | a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, disappointment, etc. |
Defined from the dictionary.com, regrets are either sorrow or regret's of one's vanshed youth. I have my fair share of regrets.
Vanished youth, i felt that that's a great way am defined. Moments of folly, just now brief point of time has caused regrets. I regret not studying, not being a good (enough) friend, not a filial enough son.
Yet, all these things might be of the past yet these are the very things that becomes the shackles of my very present being. Easy said to look forward in life, but many things in life once spiraled out of control means that there will be no turning back. Price are paid for a haughty decision, consequences faced from foolish deeds, wasted time for redundant stuff which seemed ridiculously important to be at that time.
Now all that am left is salvaged debris from a weathered wrecked ship. Making out bits and pieces trying to make the best out of what remained only to realise that it's a futile effort trying to turn scrap to gold.
I thought i needed a stroke of luck, a moment of brilliance or even a great windfall to pull me out of the slums only to realise it's my wishful thinking. I admit things are still on a greyscale. but there is a brillance light in my life now. I found a God to make the wrong things right. A God to comfort my pain, to lead me when am lost.
I was taken away everything that mattered to me in my life only finally realise that all i actually needed was a big God, a Great God. God use the foolish to shame the wise indeed. God gave me a broken life so i could seek a perfect life in him.
Now all i am is nothing but an empty vessel easily broken yet readily filled by God. Thinking back in life there are so much transistent things in life. Do they really matter? Now, i would say no! Cause other than God nothing else matters.
Praise God for the conviction in my life.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Still!
Today bought a shirt and a pullover!!!! Both at 40% off spent only like 60 dollars
Very happy guess i still can save in times like this haha. On the way home, i looked back and i realised i did changed in many ways! I enjoy chatting with Alvin now and in the past, i was like only talk to girls on the phone!!! Ha and even thought that having a guy leader like Alvin and talking to him was like so GAY!!!! But now i enjoy the precious time we fellowship. Now, i am beginning to understand the zeal of transforming people's life i always thought that this kinda things caan leave it to the leaders but now am actually thinking of it everyday! I reall thank God for all these changes life is so meaningful now! Now am looking forward to even more exciting years ahead!!!
Very happy guess i still can save in times like this haha. On the way home, i looked back and i realised i did changed in many ways! I enjoy chatting with Alvin now and in the past, i was like only talk to girls on the phone!!! Ha and even thought that having a guy leader like Alvin and talking to him was like so GAY!!!! But now i enjoy the precious time we fellowship. Now, i am beginning to understand the zeal of transforming people's life i always thought that this kinda things caan leave it to the leaders but now am actually thinking of it everyday! I reall thank God for all these changes life is so meaningful now! Now am looking forward to even more exciting years ahead!!!
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