Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I shall not be in want....

Another routine day in school. I was in for a real treat today!!! Realized that i only had $2 in my wallet. Duh.... Next it wasn't that bad. Off! To the ATM i go!!!! Ta da click click... I only have $0.80 ha Eighty cents~~~~ Pro ha didn't know the ATM display such numbers. As depressing it may be God reminded me...

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, a]">[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

My Dad also got forcefully resigned from work.... I am sorry for mistaking you. All glory and honour to my heavenly father. Lord. i Choose to believe.


Friday, April 10, 2009

Suitable age???

Just had a session at my cell leader's house. It was on all the Boy/Girl relationship stuffs
Hmmm i tried to read up more on stuffs regarding Bgr. I even bought a book which is i kissed dating goodbye.

I felt that i could get a clear headstart of identifying how am going to handle BGR issues by learning and understanding more handles on such issues but i only realise am only touching on the tip of the iceberg. I had to list down five requirements/expectations of my future partner. But this is only the easy part.

Next is the tricky part.I have to put down a reasonable age where i think i will be ready for relationship. Lol ha anyone in the sane mind would say that is as soon as possible. But i have second thoughts about it! Hey guys why not you yourself think about what are the criteria you want on your future spouse and when are you really gonna get involved in a real relationship. Maybe that may save us all from all the hassle of unnecessary futile relationships

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Simple Joy

Hmmm i have this great feeling...
I now realised thast whenever i see my friends grow stronger with the lord, it make me happy!!! Even if we are not from the same church yet seeing my friends getting more involved in theif faith it's making me very happy. Guess the Joy of the Lord is really my STRENGTH!!!!

I want to see more of m friends walking the the lord's light of truth!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Getaway

I need a getaway....
Things at home are getting so volatile. I am standing between my father and mother. My Father nonchalant about the whole silly situation only know hows to come at me with BOMBARDIC FINANCIAL QUESTIONS!!!!

Does he even care about how i feel? Am living on financial purse strings so tight am really finding it difficult to go on daily tasks. Am scrimping and saving everyday so that when am out i can have the bit of financial freedom.

I am paying my own fees? I source for my own ways to get the things that i need. Guess i ight really have to work part-time. I do not want to do that because i really need the time to be around in case anything happenes. I need to be financially independent now on i guess.

Oh God, i still choose to believe that you will not put me through temptations and trials I cannot bear. Lord i really neeed help!

This is such a stalemate situation i really need wisdom from God. This is not just a channel of frustration but the deepest thoughts within me.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Out Of Singapore!!!

There is many things i want to do yet am restricted.....

Too bad am not born in a loaded family where i can be fully paid to studies overseas. I want to get out of Singapore system for a momentary time. I want to go Australia, i want to study overseas!!!
If it's not possible i want to study direct degree at SIM 58k!! Crap that is like whatever la...
I just have to whine my friends are ll leaving overseas to pursue what they want!!! Why can't I ???!!!
I hope some unknown distant relative would leave me a huge sum of money i don't even know existed so i can do whatever i want!!!! Argh !!!! Leave Me!!! Don't tell me you guuys are going overseas anymore !!! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF!!!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Run Fat Boy Run!

I am going on diet?! Yes sounds Gay but i don't care am fat real fat!!!!
Ha ha lol cause recently was going jogging my conditioning is OMG Scarily bad ha. Should be watching what i eat from now on Ha Ha .

Other than that been practising Guitar Good Boy! Lol And exams are coming ha...

LASTLY!!!!

A Bad Villian wished to be mentioned on this Blog

R**** G**** You are very much mentioned ha

No hard feelings ^_^

Monday, March 2, 2009

Kissed Dating Goodbye!!!

I bought I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris !!!
Am i nuts?! Kissing dating goodbye!!!! Ha ha lol i am not sure about it but am gonna read it!!!
I am not going to be changed into a heartless zombie and i am darn sure i don'thave the gift of celibacy and i don't want it!!!!! Hope i will help me search my heart and helpme wait for that perfect girl that God had 'reserved' for me lol!!!!!

Anyway Exams are coming mugger ha .
I have this goal to read one good character edifying book a month guess it's still on track!!! Praise God!!!
Other than than holidays are coming Woosh! I have a lot of friends to do some extensive catching up with!!!! So See Ya peeps!