Bobby's Journal

Lost

2010-06-07T06:33:00.001-07:00

Gone like the wind,
no tracks left behind,
no signs placed ahead.
Left with nothing but pain,
joy you took when you fade away.
Sorrow and despair is all you gave.

It hurts it really does. Scarred by you.
Am in pain

Friend

2009-05-05T04:56:00.000-07:00

Friend

I have a friend.
When am poor he comforts me.
When am rich he rejoices with me.
When i am down he lifts me up.

He comforts me in times of pain.
He believes in me when none does.
He's loves me and there's nothing i can do about it.

Never he failed to rescue me.
Never he fail to tide me through the trials.
Never he forgets me for others.

He is a friend of the poor;
of those poor in the spirits;
poor in relationship;
poor with love;
not only a friend but a saviour

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This friend promised me companionship for eternal, he promised me rest and peace
which i could seek refuge in times of trials.
Not only he's concern about success, he's even more concern when we fall.
A friend of the poor is his specialty,
whatever poverty he will tide you through.

This friend of mine is dead!
Dead in our transgressions so that he can be risen to be with us forever.
This friend of mine is interested to befriend people from all walks of life.

Are you interested to befriend this great friend of mine?

Home or Hotel?

2009-05-03T08:29:00.000-07:00

Home or Hotel? I do always think about this at time.
I realise that now home now can sometimes be of just functionality to me. As sad as it may sound, What purpose does my home serves me?

Bathe
Sleep
Tv
A plain roof over my head

That's literally what's the purpose of my home is serving now. A plain old roof over the head.
Matthew 8:20
Jesus replied, "Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head."

Is that really the case? To my understanding that's the only verse that comes to my mind. Home has became a house, the refuge has became totally just functional, there's is nothing that i look foward or this domestic roof over my head is serving me no purpose. I return to a empty apartment day after day. Tormenting routine. I believe that am not the only one. Many others are also under such circusmstances. Returning to a souless habitant, feeling the lonliness. Working parents, schooling siblings, everyone doing there own thing. I am fortunate i have Jesus as my friend but to others who have yet to recognised this, i feel sad for them. When will people pause and look at this present state of pathetic relationship void, only bothered about their academics, career and many stuff that doesn' really matters. House, home or hotel an evaluation of our sad lonely lifestyle

I shall not be in want....

2009-04-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

Another routine day in school. I was in for a real treat today!!! Realized that i only had $2 in my wallet. Duh.... Next it wasn't that bad. Off! To the ATM i go!!!! Ta da click click... I only have $0.80 ha Eighty cents~~~~ Pro ha didn't know the ATM display such numbers. As depressing it may be God reminded me...

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

³ he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

⁴ Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^a]">[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

⁶ Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

My Dad also got forcefully resigned from work.... I am sorry for mistaking you. All glory and honour to my heavenly father. Lord. i Choose to believe.

Suitable age???

2009-04-10T11:17:00.000-07:00

Just had a session at my cell leader's house. It was on all the Boy/Girl relationship stuffs
Hmmm i tried to read up more on stuffs regarding Bgr. I even bought a book which is i kissed dating goodbye.

I felt that i could get a clear headstart of identifying how am going to handle BGR issues by learning and understanding more handles on such issues but i only realise am only touching on the tip of the iceberg. I had to list down five requirements/expectations of my future partner. But this is only the easy part.

Next is the tricky part.I have to put down a reasonable age where i think i will be ready for relationship. Lol ha anyone in the sane mind would say that is as soon as possible. But i have second thoughts about it! Hey guys why not you yourself think about what are the criteria you want on your future spouse and when are you really gonna get involved in a real relationship. Maybe that may save us all from all the hassle of unnecessary futile relationships

Simple Joy

2009-03-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hmmm i have this great feeling...
I now realised thast whenever i see my friends grow stronger with the lord, it make me happy!!! Even if we are not from the same church yet seeing my friends getting more involved in theif faith it's making me very happy. Guess the Joy of the Lord is really my STRENGTH!!!!

I want to see more of m friends walking the the lord's light of truth!!!

Getaway

2009-03-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

I need a getaway....
Things at home are getting so volatile. I am standing between my father and mother. My Father nonchalant about the whole silly situation only know hows to come at me with BOMBARDIC FINANCIAL QUESTIONS!!!!

Does he even care about how i feel? Am living on financial purse strings so tight am really finding it difficult to go on daily tasks. Am scrimping and saving everyday so that when am out i can have the bit of financial freedom.

I am paying my own fees? I source for my own ways to get the things that i need. Guess i ight really have to work part-time. I do not want to do that because i really need the time to be around in case anything happenes. I need to be financially independent now on i guess.

Oh God, i still choose to believe that you will not put me through temptations and trials I cannot bear. Lord i really neeed help!

This is such a stalemate situation i really need wisdom from God. This is not just a channel of frustration but the deepest thoughts within me.

Out Of Singapore!!!

2009-03-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

There is many things i want to do yet am restricted.....

Too bad am not born in a loaded family where i can be fully paid to studies overseas. I want to get out of Singapore system for a momentary time. I want to go Australia, i want to study overseas!!!
If it's not possible i want to study direct degree at SIM 58k!! Crap that is like whatever la...
I just have to whine my friends are ll leaving overseas to pursue what they want!!! Why can't I ???!!!
I hope some unknown distant relative would leave me a huge sum of money i don't even know existed so i can do whatever i want!!!! Argh !!!! Leave Me!!! Don't tell me you guuys are going overseas anymore !!! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF!!!

Run Fat Boy Run!

2009-03-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

I am going on diet?! Yes sounds Gay but i don't care am fat real fat!!!!
Ha ha lol cause recently was going jogging my conditioning is OMG Scarily bad ha. Should be watching what i eat from now on Ha Ha .

Other than that been practising Guitar Good Boy! Lol And exams are coming ha...

LASTLY!!!!

A Bad Villian wished to be mentioned on this Blog

R**** G**** You are very much mentioned ha

No hard feelings ^_^

Kissed Dating Goodbye!!!

2009-03-02T05:36:00.000-08:00

I bought I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris !!!
Am i nuts?! Kissing dating goodbye!!!! Ha ha lol i am not sure about it but am gonna read it!!!
I am not going to be changed into a heartless zombie and i am darn sure i don'thave the gift of celibacy and i don't want it!!!!! Hope i will help me search my heart and helpme wait for that perfect girl that God had 'reserved' for me lol!!!!!

Anyway Exams are coming mugger ha .
I have this goal to read one good character edifying book a month guess it's still on track!!! Praise God!!!
Other than than holidays are coming Woosh! I have a lot of friends to do some extensive catching up with!!!! So See Ya peeps!

Homosexuality

2009-02-16T04:57:00.000-08:00

I am always baffled by same sex relationship not that it induced a sense of 'grossness' in me it's just that logically, biologically things shouldn't work out.

I realised that the trend of homosexuality is taking a peak in such times because of one word. UNISEX hmmm it bascially means "for both males and females" but i feel that as more things goes into unisexuality, like clothings, personal styles and even things that people do, unisexuality has resulted in distinct division between man and women being conformed to each other.

Hmmm though i am not a pro-homosexual person i am looking at things vvery bojectively and i still don't find it justifiable. Biologically if many people turns to homosexuallity and even get married in countries where same-sex marriages are legal. This will result in population refreshment to fail. How the heck are a two guys or two women concieve?! Even with advancements in medical sciences today, i don't think any medical resources would be pumped into same-sex child-bearing.

If it's possible for same sex child-bearing i pity the child which of the parents would be Pa and which Ma that's a real nightmare.

Monday Blues

2009-02-16T03:23:00.001-08:00

Bad Day
Don't know what to say just felt like saying something

Regrets...

2009-01-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

Regrets

Things I've done i can't deny
Acts of folly, filled my mind
Now, deeds of folly haunt my mind
Things that i've did seemed to right
Now it's nothing but pain of life.

Regrets. –verb (used with object)

1.	to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it.

2.	to think of with a sense of loss: to regret one's vanished youth.

–noun

3.	a sense of loss, disappointment, dissatisfaction, etc.

4.	a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, disappointment, etc.

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Defined from the dictionary.com, regrets are either sorrow or regret's of one's vanshed youth. I have my fair share of regrets.

Vanished youth, i felt that that's a great way am defined. Moments of folly, just now brief point of time has caused regrets. I regret not studying, not being a good (enough) friend, not a filial enough son.

Yet, all these things might be of the past yet these are the very things that becomes the shackles of my very present being. Easy said to look forward in life, but many things in life once spiraled out of control means that there will be no turning back. Price are paid for a haughty decision, consequences faced from foolish deeds, wasted time for redundant stuff which seemed ridiculously important to be at that time.

Now all that am left is salvaged debris from a weathered wrecked ship. Making out bits and pieces trying to make the best out of what remained only to realise that it's a futile effort trying to turn scrap to gold.

I thought i needed a stroke of luck, a moment of brilliance or even a great windfall to pull me out of the slums only to realise it's my wishful thinking. I admit things are still on a greyscale. but there is a brillance light in my life now. I found a God to make the wrong things right. A God to comfort my pain, to lead me when am lost.

I was taken away everything that mattered to me in my life only finally realise that all i actually needed was a big God, a Great God. God use the foolish to shame the wise indeed. God gave me a broken life so i could seek a perfect life in him.

Now all i am is nothing but an empty vessel easily broken yet readily filled by God. Thinking back in life there are so much transistent things in life. Do they really matter? Now, i would say no! Cause other than God nothing else matters.

Praise God for the conviction in my life.

Still!

2009-01-19T05:07:00.000-08:00

Today bought a shirt and a pullover!!!! Both at 40% off spent only like 60 dollars
Very happy guess i still can save in times like this haha. On the way home, i looked back and i realised i did changed in many ways! I enjoy chatting with Alvin now and in the past, i was like only talk to girls on the phone!!! Ha and even thought that having a guy leader like Alvin and talking to him was like so GAY!!!! But now i enjoy the precious time we fellowship. Now, i am beginning to understand the zeal of transforming people's life i always thought that this kinda things caan leave it to the leaders but now am actually thinking of it everyday! I reall thank God for all these changes life is so meaningful now! Now am looking forward to even more exciting years ahead!!!

New Year Service!

2009-01-04T04:32:00.000-08:00

Woo hoo !!!! First service of the Year 2009 was Great!
Despite having to wake up extremely early [which is the only down side :( ] All was great.
Everyting so so great i have to list it down:

Worship was fabulous ( I guess the adults have a kind of charismatic aura ha)
The ambience was real good having combined service with the adults give a new dimension!!!
The packed Hall 10!!! Seeing fellow Youth and Adult net made me feel real homely!!!

Post service was good ha ending at 1.30pm gives us really ample time to fellowship and yet not resulting in being home late

Generally all was great the end of the day was endedup in lunch at pastamania!!!! So See ya guys! School starting tomorrow bummer....

Music

2009-01-03T04:34:00.000-08:00

I realise Music is a powerful thing. It's ability to induce emotions is incredible. I realise that i am very easily affected by music. Piano pieces have the ability to carry me away without fail. I remembered i first picked up pianowhen i was young because my Mum found me deeply engrossed when my sister was playing the piano.

But i gave on to the easy way out in life. I gave up Piano at Grade 4 as much more time will be required of me to devote into practising. Now till this day i found the joy of piano pieces, it is like i found a long lost kin!

I find myself uncontrollably absorbed when there are piano pieces played either 'live' or through media. I really thank God that he has given me the joy of being able to appreciate the joy of his creation of music.

2009

2009-01-01T21:45:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!!! I haven't been updating much . So one of my resolutions is to blog more this year :)

Good Friend

2008-11-24T07:19:00.001-08:00

These two are my best friend!!!
Both Black Gadget are “Not-That-Cheap” essentials that are bought using my own efforts!
Yes… I know my trusty old friend IPod touch 30 Gb is rather old but it has spent enough time with me to be declared Best friend.
I remembered I bought it way back ago for a good $400++ when it’s not like worthless ha but am still proud of it! Below it sits My Toshiba M300!
I bought this with my scholarship and and am dead proud of it cause my Mum didn’t have to fork even a cent for it. Am glad that I am able to pay for myself
such higher pricing stuff as it will be quite a bomb to my Mum. Thank God for the blessings that God provided me!!! Through this time God never fail to provide,
Things that are essential for me. THANK YOU GOD!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

Travel!

2008-11-22T06:40:00.001-08:00

Gosh!!! Am Excited for my church project “My Hope Singapore”…. For a simple reason am one of the organizers ha-ha
School life has been routine though project and tests coming soon ha hope I will study hard for it!!!!
Hmmm lately am pretty easily angered gosh…This is bad ha and I find myself in a constant financial constraint I hate this!!!!
I don’t like to be worrying about such stuff, hope that things will be better in the near future.
Most importantly I want to go overseas for a retreat or whatever… I want travel!!! Very Badly!!! I really enjoy travelling.
I want to go to countries like Russia, Finland, Austria and just be immersed in a foreign culture. I do not enjoy the way things are in my life.
I just want a little time to walk around not worrying about any of my providence I know that’s impossible and I want to quickly go poly!!!!
Hmmm so much things in life guess am really down and out. I really need time!!!

Nothing But God

2008-11-10T02:04:00.000-08:00

Hey guys I have attended Nick Vujicic service twice. I realized that he came this time round he said the same thing yet it dawned on me in a very different light.
Guys look at him in the picture… Hands and legs none of those he have, yet he has such confidence. So where does his confidence comes from???

His confidence is not from his extraordinary background being able to grow up with his physical conditions and even graduating with double major in Accounting and Financial Planning!!!
Neither was his confidence comes from him being a wonderful motivational speaker touching millions of hearts, not even being invited to attend the Oprah Winfrey show!!!!
Was it because of the ten and thousands of people he led to Christ???? NO!

Looking at him I see that he had nothing yes!!!! Nothing!!! He had no Hands or Legs and that actually means he has nothing. He needs assistance for all stuff meaning if no one helps him he has nothing. Yet through his deficit he displayed the only thing he has in life! That is GOD! He has only God, a God that is so big that it makes his disability seems non-existent. Through him I understand the true spirit of John 3:30 “He Must become greater; I Must become less” He has lessen himself so much so that God has used his disability to even reached out to the multitudes. He exudes such confidence From the Lord that when he speaks, we do not regard his disability and are even in awe of him as he has displayed the fact that without god his truly nothing!!!!!

In our lives when we fail our exams, lost the relationship, had things go against us and we feel like the world has taken a tumble so bad.
I would like to share this illustration i read from Max Lucado book :Travelling Light

A man once went to a minister for counseling. He was in the midst of a financial collapse.
“I’ve lost everything,” he bemoaned.
”Oh, I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve lost your faith.”
”No,” the man corrected him, “I Haven’t lost my faith.”
”Well than I’m sad to hear that you’ve lost your character.”
”I didn’t say that,” he corrected. “ I still have my character.”
”I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve lost your salvation.”
”That’s not what I said,” the man objected.
”I haven’t lost my salvation.”
”You have your faith, your character, your salvation. Seems to me,” the minister observed,”that you’ve lost none of the things that really matter”.

Guys! In what’s most important is our Faith, Character and our salvation. Whatever things that are lost, broken are nothing that really matters!!! So guys let us be less so that the Lord our God can truly reign over us and be great!!!

Money Money Money!

2008-11-08T05:19:00.001-08:00

Gosh Money money money ha it’s so elusive ha

Craps am dead broke ha I have been really broke for like one year!!! Ask me when is the last time I bought something for myself!!!

It will be like at least Half a year.
I got no time to work sad case i have been super frugal I only take allowance when I find my wallet as empty as a abandoned shipwreck…

It’s depressing just making ends meet yet i can’t tell my parents cause i don’t want them to like worry about i have enough to spend.

At times when my parents ask me whether if i have enough to spend i would say yes when all left in my wallet is like what the pictures shows COINS!!!

Worse of all things are all dying on me my earphones just died on me, I am using a borrowed hand phone .

Gosh, how I wish i need not worry about this Argh Depressed Penniless situation which i can do noting about

Happy Or Sad

2008-10-30T22:19:00.001-07:00

I choose to be happy when am Sad, for God Knows;
I will be vindicated for sure, for God Cares;
I may be hurt, but not forsaken, for I Desire God;
Though even the closest hurts, am not overwhelmed, for God is my shield;
Life might make a turn so bad. but am unaffected, For God will is to prosper but not harm me;
Blood-tied relationship may fail, but I choose to stay faithful. for God gave me a spiritual family;
People may change; but Never do God;
God will put us to the test, but will never let use bear temptations beyond what we can bear;
For God so love me, he gave me his son as a companion.
Jesus loves me so he speaks to me when, no one does;
Even when am down and out; friends forsake and family hurts; Thy staff and rod I will be comforted.
I shall not be in want for, God knows my heart desires
Thank you my heavenly Father, who disciplines but not in anger but in love;
Provides a safe harbor when am beaten by the storm.

Psalm 121

A song of ascents.

I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

Am not exactly happy :(

2008-10-30T02:44:00.001-07:00

Gosh am no exactly in the best of moods today!!!!

But don’t wish to say it out ask me on msn if you wish to know

I can only say I feeling like vintage cassette tapes soaked in water .

Nothing to say and can’t say anything

2008-10-27T01:27:00.001-07:00

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LOVE!!!

2008-10-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

Today am feeling on fire hmmm what kind of fire??? Anger? Frustration????
NO!!!! Am feeling the fire of passion so let's talk about LOVE!!!

But before that let's look at some cute pics of love:

HAHA! Those pics are darn cute right!!! Just like me!!!(Chuckles)
Alright! Before you guys go running for bags to puke let me finish my story ha ha

Hmm this post is actually dedicated to a good friend of mine cause it was this friend which inspired me to this post. so "Good Friend this post is some what for you! So read well!!!"
Many at times people ask me "Bob, why are you still single?" Than in my mind it will be :"Oh Crap! I know i not good looking, not the smartest and definitely not the kind of guy girls see as their Prince Charming, but hey ha i got tons of good point!"

It's pretty common or should i say it's strange for people like us young people to remain single cause it's like all our friends are in a relationship. But look around there are people who are deeply devoted into their relationship but only to end up in a sorry state, BREAKS UPS! I do onot deny that there are beautiful relationships around but having seen my friend so broken over a a ridiculous break up, i felt happy to be single!!!

It's not that am going to be single forever, i still want my wife, kids and happy family but i don't want to take the risk of being broken in a premature relationship which will affect the way i handle relationship in the future! Yet it does not mean am not loved!!!! God was always there for me!!! He loved me so much that he sent his only son to die for me so that i could appreciate love!
John 3:16
"For God so loved the world, he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believe in him shall not perish but have eternal life

See for yourself God promised eternity can your Boyfriend or Girlfriend promise you that????
I choose to remain single because of a simple reason I DON"T KNOW HOW TO LOVE!!! Love is a profound word it's not something you get out of the dictionary, knowing the literal definition does not mean you know what's love.

1 Corinthians 13:4
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud."
In the above verse it says that love is kind, does not envy, does not boast and is not proud! Loving isn't easy it requires one to clearly understand how to love yourself before you love others! I do not want to commit in a relationship where i am not able to wholeheartedly love someone and to only result in a gloomy, unhappy relationship! just like this pic, dark and gloomy looming on sadness :

So now am letting God teach me his way of love before i can really love my future Girlfriend! For i want the relationship i commit into, to be one of beautiful marital bliss!!!

(p/s: Friend take heart!!! The best has yet to come! Cheer up!)

Warranty Of Life!!!

2008-10-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

I have this funny thought today haha....

Look at the picture above it states "Warranty void if broken" We always find such labels on all kinds of electronic products and many of times it will also be a attached condition that says "If found tampered with or incomplete seal of warranty , product will not be elgible for any warranty either repair or replacement"

Than i realise ha isn't we Man also created like many other electronics we have around in our household? We are created by God personally with his seal on warranty on us .

Genesis 2:26-27

26Then God said, "Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, and over all the creatures that move along the ground."

27So God created man in his own image in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.

God created us in the very likeness of him and in his very own image. All the goodness of God has been packaged nicely inside us and even sealed with his Warranty Of Life!!! But despite of that we man decided to tamper with the seal that God has upon us and thus we lose the gurantee of rejoining God back in heaven as the sealed is stained, soiled by man's sin and thus losing the authorisation of the validity of the Seal!

Romans 6:23

23For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

See in Romans 6:23 it clearly say the wages of sin is death. It's not the physical death but a DEATH IN THE SPIRITUAL BODY and death in the spiritual body results us being seperated from the union of our heavenly Father!

WAIT!!!!

No worrries here is the good news God has sent his son Jesus to atone for our sins thus meaning God is renewing the tampered Seal with a new one! Meaning we have a second chance!!! How can i prove??? Look at Romans 3:25-26
God presented him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in his blood. He did this to demostrate his justice, because in his forberance he had left the sins commited beforehand unpunished - he did it to demostrate his justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus

See for yourself God has replace us with a new lifetime warranty!!! The sins we committed in the past has been atone through Chris Jesus! So let's make good of it this time and not tamper with the renewed seal this time! Let's remain in the goodness which God has made us to be !!!

REMEMBER WE ARE MADE IN THE LIKENESS AND IMAGE OF GOD THUS WE HAVE THE GOODNESS WITHIN US SO DON'T CONTINUE DEGRADING THE GOODNESS INSIDE US !!!!

Rainy Day!!!

2008-10-06T05:38:00.000-07:00

It rained today!!!!! Wa ha ha hmmm i went for an evening run today and yet it RAINED!!!! What a bummer... Ha yet i continued to run in the rain ha ha. Maybe everyone should try running in the rain i feels super Duper Good P/S: If you are sick it's none of me business!!!!!!

I know total jerk but hey i had realise some very important life lessons frim the run in the rain ...

so you you all want to know more about it click here

Today's post a bit short cause am LAZY!!!! Ha Will update more...

What A Day!

2008-09-27T07:26:00.000-07:00

Today attended SOL lessons It was on : COURTSHIP!!!

It was great made me realise that hmmm finding a right one one is so important!!! I do not deny there are people who are happily in love and their relationships do work out but take a look on the contrary ha look at the failed relationships or insecure relationships..... Ha i am not stereotyping at the young people this days but since most of such occurs to the youth age groups.

Going into relationship isn't only about two person of the opposite gender being fond of each other and thus get together being steady . So ONLY GO INTO COURTSHIP IF YOU ARE PLANNING TO LOOK FOR A LIFE PARTNER!!!

Today's culture many people are going 'steady' or 'stead' but they are never going into relationship on a basis where they are looking at marriage. Many are just going into relationship for many reasons . Which you can refer to Wayne's previous post for deeper insights.

Guys think why are the church so strict and even our leaders being so persistent in the area of lust, relationship???? It is not an easy task for our leaders to be keeping tabs on our BGR relational affairs .

It takes up their time
It worries them
It's huge dissapointment to them

Our leaders are doing this out of their own obligations. We have to understand that it is God will for us to find our designated one that God has for us.
Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man.The man said, "This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called 'woman, for she was taken out of man." For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh. The man and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame.(Genesis 2:22-25)
The leaders are doing this too as they understand the grave circumstances of going into relationship which is not of Godly appointment. Other than that, when we go into an relationship without the blessings & spiritual covering of our spiritual leaders, the realtionship will not develop into a healthy one, many risks are adherent from it e.g adverse effect on personal spiritual walk , risk of uncontrolled intimacy (pre-marital sex) , failed relation which might lead to strongholds within self

So we have, to be patient and wait for the correct appoited spouse that God has designated for us. God has planned the best one for us so let's not compromise God's standards and even deprive ourselves of the best that God has for us .
He who finds a wife finds what is good and receives favor from the Lord (Proverbs 18:22)

B.A.M(Bobby Ang Ming)

2008-09-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

Wa ha ha i haven't been posting for donkey years ha hmm cause of LAZINESS ....

Now having holidays ! So what am i doing????

Good Question! ha i have ben doing nothing much ha resting at home most of the time... Hmmm but i did made my time useful trying to get to catch up with me Secondary mates ha . Sadly saying only met up with Edmund.

I hate to say this but i am feeling whiny ha... Let's see what should i whine about today????

Ha i hate this feeling when am having holidays i get so dead bored that i rather am in school, and when am in school lols i want holidays... Guess this is what i realise When we are in it we dread it and when we are out of it we want it! (Ha it's ok if you don't understand0.o)

Anyway i want to advertise Sunset Way ha it's a hidden Holland V in the middle of Clementi nowhere ha...

This is the place offers:

Great Nice Alfresco Bar Alfresco means outdoor*Smug*
Great Pizza Outlet I don't recommend the pastas though Link:PIZZA!
A Japanese Steamboat Buffet Outlet
Many Other Western Bistros
One Thai Cuisine Place

So if any of you guys are interested you can reach there via 184 from Clementi Mrt :)

Lastly of all i want to say Crap my *BPU is gone!!! So now i go to Church alone.... Ha but not that bad i can do a bit of quiet time on the way since the Journey is like 1h30mins-1h45mins long.

*BPU = Bukit Panjang United which consists if Benkuza and those who stay around Bukit Panjang

I will blog regularly now suddenly find blogging fun :) Cheers!

Stand Still

2008-07-27T21:07:00.000-07:00

Life has been a standstill for me at least for now... Things has been routine school ha kinda duh..... As in spiritualy i really want to be consistent in my walk with Lord . I am really afraid of falling into the kind of life which i lead everyday without knowing what am doing. I attended Pastor Benny Ho seminar on work life. It was very enriching where i help to to realise how to recognise God's calling.... I do not wish to be stuck in a detour where i fail to see God's calling so better wise up. Ha Hmm recently feel that my life is getting colorless am not doing anything that i like and i really lost my favourite sports basketball should i say that the passion is lost somehow.... Friends anyone who see this post get me out ha fellowship or whatever haha...
Thoughts stream in and out of my head yet of none i give real thoughts to sadded ha feel a bit like a frankenstein now walking around with two hideous bolts ha hmm God Open the eyes of my heart!!!!

2008-07-13T00:01:00.000-07:00

( on your speaker ;D )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDY TO BOBBY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

♥

this is a little surprise for you :D
i hope it brings a smile to your face.
may all your wishes come true.
& may your special day be blessed with many people love.
please include mine as well ;D

so thankful to have met you.
although you are such a not shy creature.
i suppose you know who me is alr?
HAHAHAHAHAH.

now that you are alr 18.
no more emo-ness alrights?
you have my earrrs!

you are not suppose to remove this post.
i am sorry i invaded your privacy.
but i like it!

w love,
__________________ .

to bobby's blog fan.
please ask bobby to view his blog on his special day!
thank you!

Long TIME!!

2008-07-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!! Have been quite a while since i have blogged .ZzzZZ very long while guess i will be
the only person reading this.... Sad.... Ha guess i shall update nore often....
SCHOOL
Going four months into school... NOw vacation is just over bummer. Super boring... Did nothing much consturctive for my vacation. School is just so so still struggling with the thought of not want to go school. But have to go on la ha BRACE ON! But the people are good get to know nice peeps Shermin, Georgiana , Sujia , Aaron , Micheal. Hmmm best people in my class haha.. Though the rest of the class are cool people i am closer to them THANK GOD FOR THEM :)

W/O Agenda
Don't know what to blog about .. Ha life isn't that great Parents divorcing hmm sad fact i had to admit but i guess i can get with the transistion AND THANKS FOR THE SPIRITUAL FAMILY FOR THE SUPPORT Just hoping for a special 18 BIRTHDAY am not looking forward to... :)

Hello

2008-04-01T23:19:00.001-07:00

Long time since i started posting.... Alright today is the day where i am going to FACE it anyone of you who managed to come into my blog please take note I am going to ITE yes... it may seem werid but yes it's where am going , i messed up with my academic stuff and i don't wish to elaborate further . Yes... I am sad and dissappointed over it but i decided to move on and not stay stagnant in where i am now . I am deeply remorseful of what i have to to land myself in this mess but everyone i decided to be proud of my decision and move on. In life we each hit rough patch bad grades, breaks up and even rejection but we have to be critical life still goes on..... Even when we think that the world has fallen upon us and we find ourself staring at our future with absolute uncertainty we will doubt ourself and do not dare to take the next step to move on. God is there fos us in all situation did he not put up the gleaming sun without fail everyday for us he did not change , he will never change for he is eternal thus we can cast all our insecurities to him for whatever happen our God is still the Great Big God ... Lastly thank god for my spiritual family this had been a long scary nightmare and thank all of you for being there waking me up whenever i am going to fall back into the sinister slumber ... THANK YOU!!!!!!

Wazza

2008-02-26T21:09:00.000-08:00

Wazza everybody ha it has been a gazillion years since i last blog..... I know Henzy quek and some people always complaining that i never blog ZzZz ... But understand these people It's not that i don't wish to update my blog regularly but hmmm but i don't like the idea of having to update everyday without inspiration and all i do is post redundant posts which has no constructive purpose but only add a few kb to blogspot's crazy memory space... :) So the morale of the story is i am being nice ha ha . Don't wish to let people read junk ha ha...
Alright enough of the crapping ... Vola! i am blogging from my work place :) Guys i know you all understand the fact that the current job that i am holding is the CEO of total slackness , my job is basically to slack everyday and feel proud about it Bummer right lol ... Now the sharing begins if everyone were to find a job where the agenda is to slack .... What purpose in life do we have??? We take the routine transport to work everyday , do the routine stuffs at work , clock the 9-5 office hours and go home ..... VERY "INTERESTING" Basically we are just like lifeless forms of humans living life like what a metronome does tick tock tick tock all the way and doing it everyday .....
But thinking about it aren't all the office going people working in the very same manner !!! But people take heart job is only a kind of form but what defines between a 'good' & 'bad' is the heart of why we are commited to our jobs . I am not preaching but just my point of view is being said so that's why it's in red (and why red??? definitely not gay but it's a color that stands out) there are all sorts of jobs around us the service sector , banking & finances, voluntary work and even administration hmmm if we were to ask someone which of all is the most meaningfull job no doubt they will give a politically correct answer saying " of course volunteer work la contribute ti the society without taking anything in return" yeah yeah whatever la lols true but that's that means that all other jobs are inetifying???? NO! let's take service sector maybe a chef . Family reunion nowadays are mostly held in retaurant but if the absence of a committed chef is missing , it will result in bad quality of food which in turn means a bad experience of time of fellowship with the family so in life it's the very minor stuff that makes the most pivotal decision in our daily lives :) So people even if you are working now , studying in any area of your marketplace think what joy does your job brings you and how are you value adding to your society....

Rgds,
The boring longwinded P.I.T.A (Pain in the ass)
Mr.Bobby
Over & Out!

Lols

2008-01-22T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hi guys, as promised pics ha posted two picture so as to fufill my promise of

posting pics cause two is a plural muhahaha . Crazy me, haha these two pics was taken

during sunday, at vivo open area cool yeah! I am pretty a fan of shimmering light as not

those fawn over my ladies shimmering of diamonds cause diamonds are women best friends

but people always forgets the next sentence they are guy's wallet ugliest nemesis haha.

Anyways posted these pics because don't you feel at peace upon those glow of light???

Do you?? Hmm it does for me.... That's how i feel towards God his shone his light in

a presence of comfortness thus everyday i give thanks to be able to see the first glimpse

of light going through my eyes... Today was a boring day for me at work pretty routine

doing hose data tabulation 'interesting' haha than went topman at raffles city to get the bag i wanted kinda look very big but i love it haha 'Am a fan of big bags' . So i guess that's where i shall end today prety boring post but so much better than previous ones! i guess ha ha see ya peeps!

Good

2008-01-20T06:47:00.000-08:00

Hmmm finally updating ha ha lol had a great time today!!! hmm got to know the navy gal Li Ling better ha ha funny personality haha hmmm might b posting pics tml cause took lots of photos lame lame de ha ha ... Today hmm service was on intimacy too but it empasise on how our work , Word and Walk ... First Walk blameless in our walk following the the way King David has done like as in Psalm 15 Lord, who may dwell in your sanctuary?
Who may live on your holy hill?
He whose walk is blameless
and who does what is righteous,
who speaks the truth from his heart
and has no slander on his tongue,
who does his neighbour no wrong
and cast no slur on his fellowman,
who despises a vile man
but honors those who fear the Lord,
who keeps his oath
even when it hurts,
who lends his money without ursury
and does not accept a bribe against
the innocent.
He who does those things will never be shaken.
Firstly word , we worship God with our lips but if slander, curses and ungratifying words come out too from the lips who much would that hurt God. It is just like a doctor who heals with his very hands but murder with his hands too, his deeds of good will would be erased by his deed of killings, secondly walk are we able to do every thing stated in pslams 15 confidently ttat we can declare that we are holy ? or even close to what it says if not we are still falling short from our Lord and Saviour lastly work are we conducting ourselves so that we are not taking advantage of other in any ways? Some people may think that they have not done this that took advantage of other s in a direct way but even our most common downloading of songs over the web and even unauthorised removal of data from any media is also an act of exploiting other effort so we shall keep these three steps closely so we may be blameless in everyway so that our intimacy with God will be of righteous path!

2008-01-01T04:00:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year! Welcome Year 2008!!!! Ha Ha Very Long never post ha ha ... It's the Year Of Sabbath! Hmmm ended the year of victory strong by marking down i with the 100K walk ... It was great learnt a lot from Jasper especially.... What is faith? Is it we pray for a situation and wait for it to change or we pray and take a step to move on knowing God with bless us?? YES! it is the later one... We have to trust the Lord with our utmost abilities taking a step of faith into a negative situation knowing that the allmighty lord with come into our lives and pick us up! Hallelujah! Finish my year strong with the encounter and post encounter... So this year gonna finish my lessons strong Post-encounter SOLS... Here i come!!!! Everyone look out for me the nexr big thing!!! lols

2007-12-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

It has been ages since i blog ... oday met up with Alvin talked about my encounter.. God is good being able to drink from hs fountain of life is amazing thank god ... I hate to it when things get complicated but i shall stay firm for the truth is with me

Vile are men

2007-11-30T08:03:00.000-08:00

It's twelve midnight am tired but i still wish to blog.... Hmm took rain home today after a great time at cell, but this event sure made my day bad...
There was this old man who was at the platform waiting for his train, next to him was a very presentable guy hmm he accidentaly knocked into him without knowing and next they both sitted down in the train, the old man started spouting vulgarities at the top of his lungs at the guy , and lord his words was harsh like hot knife through butter everyone was sick , inhumane it made me stupefied yes stupefied both are man buy why did that uncle have to use such degrading words on him ... Vile creatures man can be.... If as a teenager myself i am so devastated by the acts beastly stature ... That was what god seen as well.... In fact what he saw was much worst... He witness not only verbal abuses of fellow man but murder, adultery , man waging war on each other and even man pushing fellow human to slavery ... Just the abuse of words was enough to devastate me ... Imagine god's feeling when he was look down at human's beastly behaviour ... It was every right that God bring judgement to people and condemn the human race to eternal pains in hell but he did not , but why didn't he? We all know these very well John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his only son , that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life"
AMEN! We human have incurred the wrath of God that he could wipe us out and cleanse the world but he didn't for he loved us so that he gave his only precious Song Jesus to die for us to take our sins on the cross so that we can be forgiven from the fate of being perished but have eternal life with GOD!

Sunday!

2007-11-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

Hi people!!!! Hmm today was a great day service! ha every sunday seems nice ha ha.... Hmm today sermon is on eternal life... Hmm to be frank i feel that today's sermon is like a prolouge to next week sermon which is Nick Vijuccic guest speech hmmm... I guess being a excepional iron willed man like Nick requires him a great deal of transparency to God , think about it, what would we do if his disability situation were transfered to us hmm i guess many of us would wallow in the valley of depression but God has a plan . God didn't put him just in any family but in a family where his father is a pastor ... God place him in a family where there is a source of strength, a man well learnt and devoted to God hence he was able to influence Nick in God's miracle ways... Thus i see that as a grace gift of God... thus because of his disability god did not put him in a non-christian family and let him swim against the current of glances of despise and even insults from well-bodied man but God put gave him a Father who is a pastor so he could let Nick be a man of Christ annointing ... God did not perform miracles in the bible which he heals many who were paralysed and let them walk again but God gave him will of steel and determination of iron annointing him the power do perform his daily chores and live like a normal man and even SWIM!!! yes with no legs or hands God gave him the ability to manoveurve like any man isn't that more amazing than giving him limps!!!! Lastly he repayed God's grace by jetting off to continents preaching to millions worldwide... We have seen many motivational speakers done that but being totally limpless that's a feat that's a display of great deal of determination.... He has to carry his body to all the countries... That's a powerful testament, a disabled man not just being also even to complete his double degrees with honours and touching millions of hearts in GOD's Name that deserve our standing vocation give him thunderous claps of appreciation for he is a history in amking a testament of God amazing grace and power!!!

Cross

2007-11-24T06:49:00.000-08:00

I am writing this post to give thanks to Lord Jesus!!!! Been reading a book recently hmmm quite an inspirational book... It helped me greatly understanding Christ...
Hmm i just want to share about forgiveness which i learnt from the book ....
Jesus chose the nails to be cruxificated on him, yes he chose it!
I am sure every one of us are familiar with the ten commandments, yes we all know it but in life we tend to brreak some of it...
Can anyone say boldly that Yes! I am perfect i have not sinned ... I have not hated that person who have always been picking on me... I had never went against our parents or even i have never lied... Hmmm even Peter denied Jesus THRICE.....
We are called man because we are of flesh and blood hence are are subjected to the beastly desire dwelling deep beneath our hearts.... We harboured evil thoughts and even bear grudges and does little acts of sins .... We are all clear that all our deeds will be deemed eternally condemned.... But Jesus came and chose to take the nails between hands he did this for everyone of us.....
He has a list of our sins between his palms and the cross a list so containing all our sins so much that Jesus decided to show grace on us and die on the cross to redeem us... haven't you all though about it Jesus the lord who walks on water , perfoms miraculous signs of healing doing all kinds of amazing feats . Since he was able to do all that he could just free himself from the cross and call flames of heaven to claim the lives of the soldiers who mocked him with spit ... but why did he choose to remain vulnerable and took the nails. It a very simple reason .. Jesus was showing amazing grace to all of our sins he decided to use his blood to eradicate the list of sins between his palms and cross fos he loves his childern... Which fater would see his child die and not rescue? Thus it was the same for Jesus he used his blood to rewrite the list of sins and gave us a new lease of life, a renewed life.......
Thus i wish to give thanks to the Lord who used his blood to wash us of our sins for we man are beastly natured who harboured thoughts of sins but God send his only child to salvate us for his mercy will last for eternal...

Enchanted

2007-11-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

Hmm today watched movie with Adeline, Joadine, Henzy, Cheryl ,Kai Yi , Cherie Leonard and joadine frens forget their names....
Watched enchanted... Hmm pretty cute movie ... Love that chipmunk ...
Hmm this story kinda cool hmm you know in life sometimes we have the feeling like we found that woah got the feeling will marry to him or her feeling sometimes it is only a facade ..
But it is only through time spent living together that one finds out that whether the partner would be the ideal secnd-half of their lives coool hmm shall update again haha

Tuner

2007-11-21T03:03:00.000-08:00

Had a rather interesing day at work ha did something silly haha.... Hmm today at work i had to test a radio-comm something like a walkie-talkie la... Ha than my colleague was doing something like an announcement over it but i couldn't hear it ... I was so exasperated than i screamed over the office from one end to the other 'Hey! i am not receiving anything are you there a not!!!" Than came a fury of wrds ha the whole office turn to me and Oi! you never tuned to the correct channel la... DUH.... Idiot.... But it was this silly incident that i learnt something out of it .... At times of my young christian walk i have heard many people saying "wah feeling very dry leh... God not commuting with me feel like my christian walk stagnant...." Hmmm kinda cliche i know ha but i feel that it is somehow the same reason why i didn't get anything over my radio-comm hmm God our saviour he is omni-present and he is more anxious about our lives than anyone else so why wouldn't he reach out to us when we need him???? Lord is always reaching out to us like a walkie-talkie ... He can be forever trying to reach us but if we choose not to 'tune' in to him we would never bask in his holy spirit.. BUt some people may say at times where i need him the most i kept on praying but he never came.... Hmm we hva to maintain a certain level of intimacy with God and not only seek his annointing when in times of doubts than we will find than we are able to easily find the 'channel' and tune in with GOD...

Roses!

2007-11-20T04:01:00.000-08:00

Sometimes at points of life we neglect all the beautiful things around us giving attention to matters that are deemed practicality in life... But do thae the effort to pasue and look around everything will give you a new perspective ha sounds so poetic lol but it's the truth . Let's say between dawn and dusk i guess most of us will observed dusk more often because of the timing... hmm take the chance to drag yourself out of your bed to look at the dawn... God creation is the most spendid dawn and dask maybe the same but Lord made the difference in them only observable when we really quiet down our heart and truly appreciate his splendid...
Same goes for the walk with Christ when we always feel our heart with matters of worldly affairs how can we accomodate the holy spirit when we are filling our heart to the brim with everyday hustle and bustle...Take a moment to empty your heart and let yourself be vulnerable to the lord and pray and you shall receive the annointing of the holy spirit with utmost prestige
Matthew 21:22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer

2007-11-19T04:30:00.000-08:00

Today work was the same BORING!!!! Hmmm how can i stand it till March ha nevermind perservere bob ha... Today morning go to walk than finish work go back home wa super 'INTERESTING' Nothing much to blog about today hmm but don't know why still feeling the blues today oh gosh hate this feeling... Sadded life...

Argh!!!

2007-11-17T07:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry to anyone who feels uncomfortable reading this blog .... Thingas are getting bad to worst... When i feel that things are taking a turn for the positive , than i find to realisation that things had just went the opposite way ... ARGH! Why!!!! I am not blaming anyone or cursing on the damned issue is that WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! must these things happen to be one after another ... they come throwing at me . I may be able to sustain the blow but simultaneously they keep coming i can be strong but i am of humane structure... I am breaking down soon ... God annoint me wih strength i pray... Oh god.... I am doing this just to vent my frustration ... Cause i am on the verge of breaking down ... Why pick me up and throw me down ... Let me keep falling at least i won't have to feel that all are illusion vision of deceit ... God i understand it is a test from you Yes! God! I acknowledge and shall slay the trials in your most precious name but God annoint me with your power before i fall in my physical shell...

Great!

2007-11-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

Great but tiring day hmm guess today's post should be kinda short hmm today at work ha ha lol a lot funny things happen although got scolding from my team leader haiz but nevertheless today was cell it was great ha had so much time with Ah Pa and hmm Ah Gong you have to rest la hmmm you always so tire hmm so end off with a lil prayer hmm ha Dear father in heaven i commit all my life to you as you are the Almighty one and you are the one who plan my life so i commit fear in one which is of repect and thus i trust you with my all and bless all my friends and spiritual family cause they are your children AMEN!

Wet!

2007-11-14T07:14:00.000-08:00

Crap i got drenched when going to work today sickening man ha ha irritating la ha but today work super slack so okay la ha ha... Hmm thanks everyone for talking to me it really help thanks Adeline for your concern and felicia even though you are busy you still made the effort to show care hmm an jasper for your words and most importantly my ah pa and ah gong thanks for keeping me in prayer and ha Eunice the x100 silly imp for 'entertaining me ha ha hmm each of them are like the most spendid fireworks bursting throughtout the darkest night it is their effort which shows splendour in life and keep my with the light of the Almight Lord! Thanks everyone i shall remember the sparks everyone has given me to burn , enflame my passion towards christ thanks
Lastly for it is not the words but the company which is the most powerful driving force!!!

Swimming against the stream...

2007-11-13T03:25:00.000-08:00

Work was the same hmmm boring.... Tuesday seems as blue as mondays and i am not expecting about wednesday.. How i wish heart was made of steel it would not be indestructible but at least it is not heart to break... But only vulnerable to the almighty Lord... It has been a thing i hung for so long than it came to me like a bullet straight at my heart it's a pain an emotional grip so severe that no amount of physical torment could sum up to i can have a high treshold for pain but this is devastating it left me gasping , drowning in water while i watch you walk away from me mercilessly .. You are some one so important to be best of friends that's why i dare not reveal i do not wish to upset the friendship we have but it only proved to be wishful thinking ...
SUCH A FOOL!!! Bobby you are such a fool you can be one who handle interpersonal relations well but when just facing her you are like a wimp i have to say I feel feel no sorry for myself for all along i was building sandcastle next to the wave knowing that the wave would eradicate it but i blinded myself sad fact... I hope that this is a seesioin where i wine and forget...

Roller Coaster

2007-11-11T05:54:00.000-08:00

Today was a great day at service hmm doing hospitality for the first time hmm but ya fun lo.... Had a great day but at the end of it something i should say trivial spoilt everything .....How i wish that i was immune to affairs of the heart ... Ah pa and Ah gong i need help from you both now.... I know it's a liking that i am not supposed to have but i cannot control it , I pray that God will erase everything like writings on whiteboard using a duster but am i deceiving myself????
Should i bask ine the warmth of dawn or wither in the dim of dusk for both are breath-taking sights which would make one pains to forgo one to decide with one , hence should the decision be made on a emotional or rational stands God revelate to me!!!! Or should i toss a coin and let God you to decide my direction??? But it alls boils down to the principal problem i should not like someone that i shouldn't have....

Dry!

2007-11-10T18:20:00.000-08:00

Feeling a bit dry ha no ispiration to blog lols ..... Actually it's just plain laziness ha ha hmm but have to be frank past feel days have been rather the same old boringzzzz to don't know what should i blog ha Going for service later doing hospitality!!!! lol first time dunno how it will turn out ha hmmm JIA YOU!!! and most importantly FELICIA YOU CRAP CRAB COMPLIAN I NEVER BLOG ZZZZZ NO INSPIRATION!!!! YOU FIND SOME INSPIRATION FOR ME LA!!!!

Rot

2007-11-07T23:53:00.001-08:00

Today is a public holiday hmmmm but it's boring though i no need to work but it is so zzzz argh ROTTING and have the urge to play pool ha ha ... And feeling extremely childish today ha ha

So run bobby run!!!!

SHOUT!

2007-11-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

Today 5th November 2007 is a day of sorrows even the weather seemed this way ... Morning was a downcast weather .... I have been feeling weird today work was like passing time i have been physically around bbut mentally i am blank totally blank.... I am feeling like an empty piece of paper . Work ended at five early but i dread hope that it nvr ends at least i have somewhere to stay ... When drifting around after work like a fallen leaf from a tree i sat at town staring at crowd walking up and down from 5 to 9... I place my trust in God without doubt but i think am not doing enough .... I just wish to be alone for i need to to pick up the pieces

Long day

2007-11-02T22:12:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was great though having a long day at work i still went for cell!!! I was very happy that i went down it was a great time!!! It was a time where i shared my life with Ah Pa and most importantly i had the chance to had a heart to heart talk with Ah Gong EEjay it was amazing ..
After so much that have been said and done i felt that my life is like a race where whenever i see the finishing line it some hows moves furthur from me but neverthelesss i will finish it with pride!!!! Because this is a trial from GOD! and i shall complete it so that i can bask in the glory of God at the end of the day ... SO CHARGE!!!!

What a Day!!

2007-11-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

Start work today ... hmmm not exactly la hmm training lo ... man today's hor the in charge gave me the booklet like dictionary wa 12 days of training la so zzzz but cool la at least transportation convenient right smack in the middle of town ...

And hey Ade in life dire situation are always thrown at us making us feel like being sucked onto a vortex of vaccum .... I been though even worst feeling of loneliness like being abandoned on a no man island but that's life ..

It's part and parcel which we have to go through ... And remember what's life without some set-back it would be pointless if there is no sadness how do we know we are experiencing happpiness Hmm that's all lo Random pic...

Oh Gosh!!!

2007-10-31T04:01:00.000-07:00

The previous post was created by a random swept bugs and virus resulting in a extremely disturbing post .... If there are by chance children wandering by my post beware it may cause long term impairment to proper brain development resulting in an extremely affected childhood

2007-10-31T03:58:00.000-07:00

haha i am at west mall subway eating! haha. i think that CRAB AND SOTONG are very super dee duper ADORABLE. HAHA!

Today was great!

2007-10-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hmmm verything was fine today!!! Great ha got myself a Job today Singtel de ha ha
After that met Adeline Jess Henzy for fellowship way cool go Cine subway take foolish pics again! Ha bought Jessica a flashy DINO!!!! Ha and thanks ADE for the turtle HMMM everything seems fine hmm xcept for the evil ice-cream robber ha ha you know who you are!!! WATCH OUT!!!

Blogging

2007-10-27T08:00:00.001-07:00

It has been years since i started blogging...
Hmm in guess blogging might be a good way of reflection of m everyday doing...
Hmmm cause by doing so i can have rein over myself to whether i am honouring the word of LORD!
Today was great 144 meeting! It was super duper fun Ah Pa Alvin was the Host !!!(Super Proud cause am his son)
Today's sermon was great done by Pastor Adrian, it was on stepping up being the light in the midst of darkness it was a WAKE UP CALL!!!!
It made me feeling like reborn and it was my most intense experienced with the holy spirit up to date...
After went fellowship with Ah pa than went to Westmall actually want to watch movies de casue JESSICA got 'FEEL' ha in the end all late shows so too bad... :(
Ha but went to coffee bean had great fun HENZY , JESSICA AND ADELINE ha really made my day!!!
Goofing ard with really crappy pics ha!!!
So in summary today was a fruitful day and thank God for Jessica cause if it was not her i would still be in the shadows of JESUS Amazing grace!